Monday, May 3, 2010

My lowest point..... :,((

hi....today i broke down into tears after several days in Jakarta. The reason being i was so emotional today is due to my father(abah). For your information, i have yet to sms or email abah on my Jakarta experiences. The fact that I thought my mom would share her smses with him.(we kept updating stories with each other every single day) Of course she will share every info but abah kept waiting for his own sms/email from me everyday. My sister said abah kept asking her on our updates...like..everyday! I did not know about that until i texted abah earlier this morning to ask of his 'silentness'.

He told me that all this while he kept waiting for my sms and only heard stories from my mom and sistas. he said how he wished to text me but he just dont know how....

I just can't hold my tears anymore and kept crying.............i missed him a lot....we actually tend to ignore simple simple things in life.. and i am sorry (nway he wont read my blog of course..)

tears tears tears...pls go away........



Abah..during my surprise birthday party early this year..





That's me!





Abah and mama caught on camera! hihi





Mama & Abah when dining@our houz's garden



Cheers, [i just simply cant... :( ]

3 comments:

  1. sob sob sob..sian abah tau..:(

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  2. Aww...you have such great and loving parents. I hope you are feeling better now. Sms your abah more often from now ya.

    Have a great day ahead. ^_^

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  3. sweet, very sweet with the holding hands =)

    i miss mom too...

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